frustration sets in

Okay, not only am I wayyyyy behind in my learn and play lessons, I have trouble finding time to do the activites at work and don't want to do the activites at home. (and a lot of time the computer at home is tied up for my children's homework) I guess I'm also really stupid because I am having a hard time figuring out what I'm suppose to do. I may end up giving up before I'm finished.